Everyday the stresses of being an adult way on me. iI am trying to make more money, keep my family happy, work on the professional aspects of my career, and still trying to find time to express creativity. but I find that this balancing act is very difficult for me. I want to go to the gym, but I cannot find the time and motivation around the overwhelming and crushing amount of things that I feel I need to do. Much of this pressure is within me, they are not from external sources. it is all me. and i am pretty sure that I am not alone in this feeling. I think that most creative people would tell me a similar story.
finding balance that allows me to have time away from the stresses of life in order to be able to reflect on my life an don my creative process is necessary for my happiness. but the harder I work, the more i feel this pressure.